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Hello, I'm a Dutch guy who likes to play with his own body and try to find the limits of the possibilities to do so. That's why I keep experimenting with my body. But first I have to give you some warning. Never copy a method without thinking of the effect the same method will have on your own body and, when possible, discuss it with a friend or professional. As far as I'm concerned, I have done all the experiments on my own and I always had to think about the riscs involved and what to do if something went wrong and if I would then be able to do the necessary things. So therefore I say, horny and excited as you may be, keep your head cool and be aware of what you're doing. Don't hesitate to wait some longer for the help of someone else to assist you if things might go wrong. After all it's meant to be an exciting experiment and you want to have a good feeling about it after you're finished. That's all for the warnings so far. I'll hope you find his site interesting and don't hesitate to mail me.
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- Viewing an article on the BME/Ritual page on testicle injection I got so exited that I could not wait to try testicular and scrotal infusion, but first let me explain how my fascination for these things developed during my life.
- When I was a boy at the age of 13 I regularly burned my penis and abdomen whit matches, which I lit and immediately put on my flesh. It gave me a sensational feeling. Also during the period of healing of those branding marks it gave me a good feeling that nobody but me knew that I had scarified my body. It was a very personal and intimate feeling.
- When I grew older I also pinned my penis on a piece of wood with nails through my foreskin and walked around in my room with it while the piece of wood dangled between my legs. The feeling of the flesh being strongly pulled down and the will to force myself to neglect feeling the pain or at least to can handle it, gave me a feeling of being strong and in control of my body. Later on I combined those things with putting hot candle wax on my penis and scrotum.
- Again some years later I started with piercing my nipples followed by piercing my foreskin (oetang) and scrotum (hafada) all done by myself without using local anaesthetic. Finally I kept my nipple piercings with rings 3,2mm thickness (internal diameter 16mm) and a frenum ring. The frenum ring was 2mm thick when I started. Later on I enlarged the ring and hole several times. Now I have a frenum ring 6.3mm (internal diameter 21mm) which lies around my penis behind the glans. But the frenum hole is now so big that I'm -beside the already present frenum ring- also wearing an extra ring of 10mm thickness and still having room for another third item in the hole. I really can put my little finger in the hole till the end of my finger. The hole I enlarged by putting weights on the ring and walking with it for days. Al these actions gave me a thrill because I had to force myself to control the pain and being aware that I succeeded in this.
This page/website was updated at Januar 25 2002
My first frenum ring
My temporary hafada's and wooden frenum ring
Rectum widening session
My third nipple ring
Before starting my first scrotal infusion
1st Session, Sideview filled with 180 cc
1st Session, Backview filled with 180 cc
- During this period I also got interested in my anal area and started to try to widen my anus with butt plugs till I could put a candle in it with a diameter of 70 mm! It was a thrilling feeling to force myself to let relax the muscles of my anus to let the candle enter and pass through. After that, I started to rinse out my rectum with water by putting a hose in it (with a special anal showerhead) and finally I could put the hose in for about 45-cm of length and my bowels could absorb more than 2 liter water. It was a sensational feeling hearing the water swirling when I pushed my belly. Emptying my bowels afterwards takes about 45 minutes and gives me an enormous feeling of relief when I "pee" with my anus. After such a session I mostly fill my anus with a dildo which is 35 mm thick and 45 centimeter long. It took some time to stretch my bowels but now the dildo goes in till the end and disappears totally. Then I walk around for about 15 minutes till I get so aroused that pre-cum is starting to flow.
- Also during that period I experienced with bladder rinsing. I used a 60-cc syringe that I connected with a thin hose and on the end of it I fixed a plastic valve (normally used for a drip) which I connected with a catheter.
I boiled al parts in water for about half an hour and let it cool off. In the meantime I had drunk a lot of water so my bladder was full of urine. When the water temperature was about 39 degrees I put some lubricating gel on the entrance of my urethra and pushed gently the catheter in my urethra for about 8 inch. It was a sensational feeling that, at the time the catheter entered my bladder the flow of warm urine started because I hadn't connected the catheter with the plastic valve at that moment. It was an immense feeling of relief I experienced. When my bladder was emptied I connected the catheter with the plastic valve. By using the plastic valve I was able to fill my bladder with warm water for 7 times so finally I had put almost half a liter of water in my bladder. At that time I felt a strong need to "pee" but the pressure of the warm water -the temperature of the water was a little bit higher than my own body temperature- was a very sensual feeling. After 30 seconds I opened the plastic valve and emptied my bladder. Then I started again and again till I could fill my bladder with almost one whole liter of water. Then the pressure became to high and the water started leaking through my urethra outside the catheter.
- From time to time I still rinse my bladder because it is "just" a wonderful feeling. The only thing I now have to obtain is a catheter with a little balloon at the inside end of it so I better can close the entrance of my bladder and enlarge the filling and pressure of my bladder.
